Of all people, I need your assurance and thorough understanding; I need your encouragement and care. I need them from you and I need them now, of all things. Nothing can surpass my need for them at this stage of adolescence. You were once in my shoes, too. Instead, all I get from you are your endless reprimands. Just last week, you shouted at me and that one in particular has since then built a wall around myself - around us.
How long more can I sustain myself? How long more can I take, before what I fear, an imminent breakdown? I wish you would know what I'm going through now. I wish just someone would know.
If only I were brave enough. Till then, I just have to keep holding on.
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