wishful thinking

Why hello there.
Let me be wishful tonight/day, you name it.

If I could wish upon a wishing star right now...
I wish to have a new addition to my family, be that a younger brother or an elder sister or even both, or more. I want a home with abundant joy, never-ending squabbles, constant inside jokes. I want a home with frequent family trips, a train of luggage bags, but never longer than the length of our laughter, the depth of our ecstasy. I want a home, a room, in which I can share with a few more others and simply talk to our hearts' content about anything and everything; in which is always a slumber party with food sneaked in from downstairs as well as blankets and pillows and teddy bears sprawled all over the floor so as to settle in for the night that has only just begun for us. I want a home where I feel responsible for the safety of the younger kiddos, in the meantime protected by the strong security and assurance of my most looked-up-to role models.

I want brothers and sisters who will say "Hey, you have me" at times like this when I lose sleep.
I want brothers and sisters with whom I share so much resemblance in terms of apperance.
I want brothers and sisters with whom I celebrate National Siblings Day.
I want brothers and sisters whom I can see in school everyday and laugh at them with my friends.
I want brothers and sisters and am able to say "Mommmmm! Look at what they did to me again!"
I want brothers and sisters of whom I see do wonders in sports and studies and everything in between.
I want brothers and sisters...and feel proud of having them in my life.

I hear complaints from almost everybody who has those people in their life but little do they know just how lucky they are. Some of them just do not see eye to eye, whilst others compete, the rest pick on each other. But believe me when I say this, they love you. After all, Ohana does mean family.

I guess it's just one of those lonely times as I'm engulfed by the blues. To the people with siblings out there, if you are reading this right now... Laugh with them. Appreciate them. Love them. Before time takes everything away.

I'm tired. Time to hit the sack for me.
Have a think about it - you don't know how lucky you are.

Count your blessings, while I count the stars...
Until my wish comes true.

“ 我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来

安慰拥抱 ”

- 寂寞寂寞就好, Hebe