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今天的我很开心

但这样的开心到底能持续多久呢？

一年的时间，说长不长，说短也一点都不短…

我不敢去想象以后

不敢再胡思乱想了

只想过好每一天

让我最后一年的中学生涯化为美丽的句点…

Six more days till the end of exams, till the end of all the presumably "stress" that has been instilled in my mentality. But if there's one thing that I've gotten out of my three-and-a-half hour of heart-to-heart talk with my best-best friend is that we should be enjoying the peak of our high school life now. Because really... What are IGCSEs 5 years from now? Better yet, 2 two years from now, form four exams will just be form four exams... Nothing else.

So instead of living a life that is either expected of others or peer-pressured by our surrounding environment or purely out of the mindset that "I am just not good enough", we should all be... Enjoying life.

For life is too short for anything else - all the unnecessary elements that cost us our happiness. Remember those five regrets that I've written before? I don't want to reflect on my life twenty years from now, finding "future me" to be drawing a long sigh, wishing time could reverse itself. 

Really there is nothing for me to worry about. Not yet. And I've got everything that I need, so why do I still ask for more? I'm happy now, just the way things are, just the way I am (I guess). And I'll try to love myself a little bit more...

不爱自己的我

怎么有资格去爱呢？

怎么有资格被爱呢?

It's hard, but I'll try.
I'm happy now, and I'll try to be more and more each day.
And I hope all of you will too.
Sweet dreams.

珍惜… ♡