shyly happy

Hello there.

Guilt has been calling on me every now and then for not writing here enough. And for the very first time, I am not lost in books, but a glass of hot soy milk. Each sip I take feels like seventh heaven really, as the rich liquid travels first down my throat, down my trachea, past my oesophagus... I'm no bio student, figure the rest out yourself! *smiling* 

Five hours of walking back and forth doesn't feel exhausting until I sit down. That's when it hits me. I guess I'm pretty worn out, at least my legs are doing all the complaining. But I'm only left with two more days... With the people whom I am proud to call "family", in a way. It's always like that, isn't it? Just when you thought you could stay there forever, it's time to say goodbye, to part ways, with a fat chance that your path may never cross theirs anymore. It feels so much like a video game, the unfamiliarity of the highways as you start to steer the wheel, followed by the increasing exhilaration at the peak, then the game over sign just pops before you, insinuating that it's time you left. That's how I'm feeling now. I don't see the sign just yet, I'm at the peak, making swift turns and decelerating mountain hills without a care for the world. But soon, real soon, it's my turn to leave the car seat too. To face homework after homework after homework - to face my real life. 

But! There's always buts in life, remember? I would love to share with you my day some 72 hours ago...

I'm not giving away much details but it was merely another tiring day at work and nobody was up for much talking. with pretty much everybody, all supposedly waiting for a pep talk that never existed hehe - hence they just indulged in their phones, whilst I popped my earphones and allowed some music to lead me to my own reverie. Until it was broken by this... It was all half an hour early but I'm not complaining. :) I felt their sincerity.

And I hope the picture does the rest of the talking for I have none to offer... So leave me be. *smiling*


I was happy. Yeah, I was shyly happy.