there are days

I guess there are days when you will walk, you'll keep walking, where you are going you have no idea, just walking - aimlessly. 

Probably days when you will sit down, merely sitting there, why and for how long are beyond you, just sitting - blankly.

Perhaps also days when you will pop your earphones on, skipping every song on your playlist, because none of the songs satisfy you, hence you're just skipping them - systematically. 

It's like you are waiting, anticipating, for someone to come. Just... Anyone. So you keep doing what you're doing, tension building inside you like make-believe dominoes. But they never topple. Becase prior to that, yes, that's when you realize, however sadly, that nobody's coming, that nobody's going to come -

That you're on your own, just like every other time you've survived to date. That good things only happen in fairy tales, as much as you want to almost tell yourself that it is the same for reality, that this life you are living is a fairy tale. But it isn't. 

So I guess you're just back to square one. 

Or you keep holding on to that small hope, and one day the dominoes just topple over you.