guess, oh I guess

I guess I am actually more capable than I give myself credit for. I guess I am not as hopeless and useless and dumb as I always think I am. I guess I could actually do great things. I guess I could even feel infinite...

I guess there's a mountain of homework needed done. I guess I should stop playing this song on repeat. I guess I have to stop escaping, stop escaping from Chemistry, from Literature, from life. I guess I use "I guess" way too much. But I guess, I guess...

I guess it's time to sleep.

I guess I'll never stop guessing.