Do you often find yourself looking back just to see if someone is coming for you? If someone remembers you in the midst of all the things going on, that they will just drop everything then and there and go to you to make sure you are okay? They don't have to do anything, nor say anything, just dropping by to 'make sure you're okay even when you are not' is enough solace for your empty heart. At least that way you feel that, you know that at least someone cares... That someone actually cares about your presence in this world, that your existence actually means something to them. And that's all I ever want. To be slightly important to someone, just slightly will do. To know that they are slightly happier upon seeing me, every so slightly. To see their wandering eyes as they scan for my presence in a crowded room, and when they do find me, they will heave a sigh of relief and perhaps smile at me - because I am there... And I am okay. Even when I know fully well that I am not. 

I'm just very disappointed...

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What are words

If you really don't mean them
When you say them

What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

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