how it would feel like to be special to someone, to be the first person to appear in their mind when they open their eyes, and the last person before they fall into the arms of Morphous, to be the one they day dream about, the one they find themselves staring into space about, and lose focus in whatever they are doing for

how it would feel like to have them wait for you and have their footsteps fall in sync with yours, to have them know your supposedly "daily routine" that even you haven't a clue about, as well as those little weird habits of yours that you pick up unconsciously during your childhood, that have stayed with you until now - to have them realize your each and every flaw, accept them, and better yet, embrace them, to have someone understand that flaws are a part of what makes you you, and to love you they'll have to love your flaws too, because to them, you are beautiful just the way you are, if not even more beautiful with all those flawed flaws that you detest so, not to mention your imperfections, they will love each bit of them, after all, "love is the charm of imperfections", is it not

how it would feel like to cry, and to cry in the broad shoulders of the one, to have them pull you into a strong and assuring embrace, one that screams "I'm never letting you go", "I'll be right here", and to find yourself crying harder, because you know that you have found your comfort - your safe haven, and they are also the remedy for those tears, you don't know how and you won't know why, but with them near, gradually, oh so gradually, your tears start to subside, and they dwindle to nothing more than small, unaudible sobs, till then they will not leave you in adversity, till then they still stay 

how it would feel like for them to do most of the talking, because you are just relatively quiet, or that you just don't really feel like talking, despite your silence, they keep talking, babbling on about anything and everything, cracking you up in between every line, not a moment where you can catch your breath from all the uproarious laughter and even better, just looking at them, as they talk, as they laugh and think you have found the source to an eternal happiness 

how it would feel like to have someone who understands, who cares, who tries

how it would feel like to have someone who listens, who tolerates, who compromises

how it would feel like to have all that in one person

but not for me, no. 

we are only human 

make mistakes, have flaws, don't lose your individuality, for that's what makes you you, and that will be exactly why she has fallen victim to your charms in the first place, if this love is true, she'll love you for you, like you have for her -

PS. I'm a hopeless romantic! But these are thoughts that make me smile every now and then.

After all... I'm just a girl. And a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do.

Sweet dreams. *smiling*