spinning in circles

The thought that she's just never good enough is driving her up the wall... She wishes she was smarter. She's constantly wishing she was smarter, just a little smarter. Her thoughts are muddled; her head spinning in circles. She tries, she really does, but what's the point of trying when nothing goes in? She might just go crazy, eventually. And this frightens her.

Sweet dreams.

Till then, 

when she feels slightly better of herself.