either way

Now that I've got quota in my phone... At times likes this is when I can use it best, when I lose sleep. Again. 

Just two days ago I was given two choices, but only one decision. Though I refrain from saying what the two choices are, just know that they nearly blew my head off upon knowing that they were on the same day. For the first time, I want the best of both worlds, so very badly. And for the first time, I can't tell just which is the path that God is directing me... Like what Sabrina said, this time it's all down to me now. Hence for the very, very first time, I guess, well I guess I thoroughly understand the meaning of "opportunity cost". And I guess Economics is right after all - in life, we are constantly faced with decision-makings. And the explanation in my textbook is this: we don't always get what we want, therefore a choice between two is made, which means giving up the next best alternative for the first one. When in actuality, the sad truth is really just this:  

There is no best of both worlds, you know? Hannah Montana was wrong... (though I really hope she isn't, if not my childhood would be ruined! Haha...) *hand-covering-face monkey emoji*

I hope You'll shine Your light on me soon. And give me some answers. 

Either way, I'm grateful. I really am. 

I'm grateful for all that I have now, you know? I'm becoming more and more positive each day - I'm surprised myself too. :)