justifiable?

Have you ever had that moment in your life when you were not particularly tired, but just felt like giving up anyway? You knew if you held on for a bit longer, you could actually make it but the sound in your head just told you to simply give up and get it over with? 

I went rock climbing yesterday (an interest I picked up recently and have developed a love for), and I was on my last wall before calling it a day. I was not at all tired, actually, and I wasn't planning on stopping there either, though truth be told, that particular wall was not particularly easy as well. Halfway through it, as I was contemplating where to place my legs and hands, my friend's brother called out his encouragement, "Don't give up!". I laughed in acknowledgement. 

"Kar Mun never gives up!" - that's when my friend's words hit me, hard. I know, it was just a mere few words, slipped out of her mouth like no other, vanished into thin air like they didn't matter. But they did, and they left their mark somewhere on my heart. Those words tugged at my heartstrings. I reached to the top of the wall. 

I don't know why those words appeared in my head out of the blue and I just felt obliged to write it down here, sharing a little something with you before it is time to go back to school, again. It should mean something, right? I wonder what it means.

Maybe it's a sign that to justify those words of hers, I mustn't give up. 

I wonder if her justification will win. 

But thank you, for believing in what I don't believe in -

Till then, x

Song suggestion of the day,

"Don't Stop Believing"

back to when an episode or two of Glee was mandatory for a good night's sleep, 

back to four years ago...