It's not everyday that you'll find a guy best friend and I guess I'm lucky to have found one, after 16 years. But nothing ever lasts, and to think that one day, very soon, I will be replaced from their hearts... A thought that makes me shudder every time. It makes me really sad. My selfishness is getting to me a lot lately, but is it selfish to think this way, though? Is it selfish to just want to be remembered for a bit longer...?

On a brighter note, happy 17th, my "gay" best friend. 

PS. Who is, in reality, not "gay"