Monday, August 18, 2014

pain to relieve pain

School...

Feels the same. Yet so different at the same time. A feeling impossible to describe. I'm not sad, nor particularly happy about starting the new term, let alone my last year of senior high. Guess I'm caught in between, somewhere amidst these crazy emotions battling beneath me. It's only day one that we are talking about here, and already I am missing mommy... No

Well, nothing much can be done now. 
In the dark I have got my fingers crossed - here's to a better day tomorrow. 

"Using pain to relieve pain. It doesn't make much sense" -page 154 

I guess nothing is making much sense to me right now. Just constantly battling this emptiness within me. I am always so ambiguous - I hate it. 

Night... 

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