Saturday, December 20, 2014

5 more days

"Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful"

Last Christmas, I remember spending it with my best friend. This Christmas, I still will be spending it with my best friend! *huge thumbs-up* But this time, I've got more friends to share this magical day with, and to be honest, this is all I've ever wanted my dream Christmas to be, to share that beautiful day with the people whom I love, and to hopefully have them share it with me too. And I am oh so excited, I am so happy to an extent that it saddens me... It saddens me to think that I'm finally getting my dream Christmas, and I am filled to the brim with the jitters. It saddens me to think that as fast as that day comes to me, it'd make its grand exit before I even got to savor it thoroughly. It saddens me to think that as much as I am excited for its arrival, I always want myself to just feel this way, you know - to always just anticipate for what is yet to come, though the day never comes, I would forever be in pure excitement. I'm selfish in this sense... I guess I just never want this day to come, so I'd never have to watch the end of it. Mommy said I've still got years ahead of me, and that this is merely the beginning. Then again, I'm just being the sentimentally weird girl that I am.

"Christmas is doing a little extra for someone"

With all things aside, I wish the night would turn out great for everyone...the smiles prominent on those beautiful, immaculate faces. What better way to end a jolly day with a jolly face?




Now it feels like we're guessing and I don't know
I could stay or I could let you go
Don't wanna say that I've been wasting my time
But it feels like we're guessing
And I can't wait all my life

 Against The Current 


It's been so long since I last wrote something here... And it's weird, but I've kind of missed you blogger. 


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