goodbye, for now

The things that are meant to be yours will have a way of coming to you, eventually... As for the things that are not meant to be, set them free, and thank them for being a part of your memory. Love is patient and kind. Love is holding on, but sometimes, there are times, when love is giving up too. To me, that's the bravest kind of love... And you are really strong to do that. Trust me, you'll see your silver lining soon. And when the day has come that you finally see it - that's when you know just what you've been waiting for all along... So hang in there. You are not alone, you know, and you never will be. 

Last night of the term and I'm sleeping alone in a 4-bedded room. It's really quiet - simply a pin-drop silence. Just like that, the longest term of the schooling year has left us behind, giving us instead a series of tormenting trials when we next come back. But with that aside, I'm excited to go home. Finally. Finally, I can heave a sigh of relief and breathe some home fresh air. Caroling was really fun, which reminds me, again... Christmas! Oops. Hehehe. I should really control myself but hey, a girl can always dream, can't she? I'll miss - having a mandatory Malay conversation over dinner, teasing my gay best friend, having small L11 dates (I'm not obsessed with L11... But still, I love it!), knowing just whom I can call up for a game of basketball followed by occasional group dinners, random badminton sessions with the girls and whose reliable shoulder I can lean on at times of overwhelming emotions... I'll miss all these people, who are the main reasons that school life is fun. And I'm thankful for the new friendships I've formed over this term, and some of which that have strengthened and got closer... I'm so grateful... And that's not even saying much.

Though it's just a month, I know I'll miss them. I wonder if I'll be missed too. It'd be magical if I was. 

PS. I haven't finished packing! Sweet dreams. Goodbye KTJ. See you next year... 

The room is getting a bit too quiet. Oops.